Dickhead has started calling me again, though not 14 times a day, thank fuck. He called me on September 1st when I was at Iiris's place with her and Vilja, having some cheesecake and sparkly since it was I's 22nd birthday (we're all getting older, scary). I didn't answer because I don't want to talk with him, unless talking means yelling "Don't call again you fucking small-dicked creep" and then hanging up on him. But doing that after he calls ONCE after a pause of 9 days seems somehow.. I dunno, over-reacting? So that's why I didn't answer. Then he called me again but I didn't realize it until today when I checked my phone calls - he had called yesterday right before Heidi and when I checked my unanswered calls, I only looked at Heidi's name on the list. My phone was upstairs and I didn't hear the calls, so that's why I didn't answer this time either. I just don't understand what his problem is - I think HE made it pretty clear that he never wants to speak to me again and that he hates me because after all, I'm a backstabbing, lying and childish Serbian whore. So why the fuck is HE calling ME? I wonder.
Anyway, today is the deadline of paying my open uni fee (90 euros) and I can't find my damn online bank passwords anywhere so I could pay it online. Argghhh. I hate this. I don't probably even have 90 euros because I bought this absolutely fabulous nail polish today with Heidi - I love the colour. It's like a strong fuchsia pink, only darker. My nails might be short (because of work, sniff), but they still look awesome.
Oh and by the way, I think I might be in love with David Guetta.
...you'll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in the fields of gold
"Be careful if you make a woman cry, Because Allah (swt) counts her tears. A woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on, Not from his head to be superior over, But from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, And next to the heart to be loved."