Why are you so cruel, Facebook? Like I wouldn't have enough problems already. Last night one of my oldest brother's friends flirted with me, I swear my jaw dropped to the floor so hard that the people living on the 1st floor could feel it. I'm not sure what to do. I mean, he's my brother's friend! Using Facebook was so much easier back in the days when I hadn't added all these flirting and hotness applications. I tried consulting Marina last night but apparently she was so troubled with choosing over two guys that she s been seeing non-exclusively (one's from Albania and the other one's from Afghanistan or Turkey, who knows) that she couldn't concentrate on my problem enough and just said that I won't lose anything if I flirt back. Apparently she does that all the time, meaningless flirting I mean. I have to admit that I do it too but not as much as SHE does.

Anyway, maybe she's right. What do I have to lose? He might be a great guy, or then he mightn't, but we could always meet just once and then.. bye? I mean if it's clearly a mistake, if it doesn't work out. I wish I could take this as lightly as Marina does. I'm just so shocked that it's my my brother's friend. They're off-limits at all times, I thought they knew that too. Or are they? Now that is the question.

I just don't want to end up hurting anyone's feelings. But then again, it's not like he'd be some silly kid, he can take it if I say no thanks after meeting up with him. And imagining someone metaphorically slitting their wrists open because of me is kinda amusing - because it's so unlikely to happen.

Oh yeah, and there's this thing about me living in Belgrade. Almost forgot. But surely he knows it?

Uh, what the hell am I talking about? I haven't even seen the guy and already I'm planning the escape route. Way to go.