Well well.. It's 2008. Time flies by so fast and it worries me a bit at times. It feels like I'm not getting anything done. Wish I had something smart to say about the new year but I don't. I didn't even make any promises because I know I won't keep them anyway, so why let myself down when I don't have to? I do it enough already without useless promises of losing 10kg or working harder for uni or.. or being just happier.

Btw, I got rid of the fake acrylic nails. My own nails are now super ugly and my fingers make me look like I'd be 5 again, they're so short and stubby. The only good things that I can come up with are: 1) now I can pick up small things like coins and earrings, 2) I can put my jeans on by myself and 3) my hands look smaller which is nice because big hands aren't girly.

J has been so weird during the past few days. I don't know if it's because of his age (he's almost 27, his birthday is on the 6th) but he's behaving a bit.. weirdly. I just don't get it. The only thing that comforts me is that I know that I haven't done anything wrong or anything that might've upset him. But seriously, who the hell says "we'll be in touch"?! WHO USES THOSE WORDS? It sounds so cold. Like, "yeah, whatev, don't call me, I'll be calling you (except that I won't)".

Ok, I refuse to be like this. I can't start caring for him too much because I'm leaving Finland next Monday. So.. back to being sensible. And I mean it. Life's so much easier when you don't let feelings interfere too much.