Uh.. I feel slightly dead. It's almost like having hangover.. you know, when you can't move your eyes without experiencing pain and when you're feeling a bit nauseous and when you don't want to get out of bed but you have to because your dog is jumping on you, trying to hump your leg and then jumping off the bed just to want to get there again after 10 seconds and pretending not to be able to do it by himself even if you've seen him do it a million times when he thought you weren't looking, so that you actually have to move and pick the little bastard up. Unless, that is, if you want to listen to him crying by the bed and lose your last precious minutes of sleep. Don't get me wrong, I love Mini and he brings me so much joy but when I've slept around 3 hours, I'm not very co-operative and I tend to be a bit grumpy, my only message to the world being "fuck off and let me sleep". Though I guess it's my own fault.. I woke up in the middle of the night and then couldn't get sleep after doing some pretty random things, so I ended up getting slightly less sleep than people who want to function normally should get.

I'm afraid than when/if I return to Finland, I won't be able to handle money the way I used to do. Though it used to be easier because in the past I was always broke and was living off poor mum, but.. I just counted that this month I've spent around 100 euros on beauty products (shampoo etc. counts, plus the famous Collistar supernourishing restorative mask (for hair) that costs a small fortune (by the "poor student" standards) but lasts forever and makes my hair look so nice) and it's kinda.. well. Shocking. 100 euros is 594,573 FIM. The 15-year-old me would've just fainted if I had told her this. But then again, I haven't bought anything else this month, if you don't count magazines and juice and muesli. And I've paid my mobile bills, but that doesn't count But still! 100 euros! I'm a poor student, for god's sake! Need to take better care of my money. Need to get a job when back in Finland.

Something to listen to:
Ludacris ft Pharrell - Money Maker (mm, I love Pharrell's voice)