I can't say that I'd be very stressed out at the moment, but still I'm a bit nervous. The new semester feels good but.. I don't know what to do, to stay here or not. It's all so complicated and I have no idea how to make the decision. When I was a kid and I had a difficult decision to make (though I can't really see what difficult decision I had to make back then) I used to do the "eeny meeny miney mo" thing and if I was disappointed with the result, I knew that I should choose the other one. Now it's not that simple anymore, I can't just.. play games and choose just like that. This requires a lot of time and thinking. It doesn't help that I hate making big decisions, because there will always be someone who's disappointed with my decision.

I was supposed to go to Delta City with A today but I'm having a really bad hair day and I'm not feeling that perky right now. Delta City is that new shopping mall that was finished just a couple of months ago, I think it's the biggest in Balkan. I haven't been there yet but my nicer brother said that it's not that big when compared to.. let's say, Kamppi in Helsinki. But I don't mind, there are many shops that you don't have in Helsinki. I've already decided that I need something from Bershka, Stradivarius and Oysho.. and maybe Sephora. I was checking out February's issue of L&Z (local Health&Beauty mag) and saw that Oysho has some pretty nice lingerie, so that I might be forced to spend some more money there. There's another reason for this too, though I'd probably go there even if I didn't really need anything. Mini, the little bastard, ate my second best bra a couple of days ago. Believe me, it took me all my patience not to do something really bad to him when i realized what he had done. They weren't that expensive but they were so.. pretty. I have to admit that I did slap him on the butt a couple of times and yelled at him a bit, so that he ran under my bed and didn't come out for half an hour, and then went to sleep in my brother's bed (not mine) because he knew I'm angry with him.

My tan is getting better day by day, I don't look like a ghost anymore and you can clearly see the tan lines. Marina said she's still going to solarium even if the ball's over (she looked amazingly pretty btw, I saw some pics on the net) but instead of some fancy beauty salon, she's going to Pirkkola, and the place looks like some bunker in the former Soviet Union. But I guess it doesn't matter what the place looks like, as long as it's, umm, decent and doesn't have rats running around and mould growing on the walls. And I think it is ok. After all, it's Pirkkola. A bit 80s but ok.

Eww, I just noticed I had a spider in my hair! It dropped on my thigh and I almost started screaming. But I didn't. Instead I paralyzed for 10 seconds and then took a paper, lured the spider on it and carried it to the balcon. I like that the weather's been warm enough lately to wear my Zara jacket but this spider thing isn't nice. Couldn't they all just.. disappear? All spiders and other creepy things with long spindly legs.

Hey, if someone knows who made that good remix of Ray Charles's 'Hit the Road Jack', the one with the good beat and amazing sound, the one with clips of the original song (not someone actually singing the whole song again) please tell me. I've been trying to find it but all I come up with is some sucky version by the Hermes House Band. I know I was drunk when I heard the song I'm looking for but this sure as hell isn't that song.

Something to listen to:
Martin Solveig - C'est la vie