A couple of days ago I was going to the minimarket round the corner to buy something (probably something unhealthy), and I walked past this other shop which is nearer than the shop I was going to, but I don't like the atmosphere there, so I rather shop at the one that's further. Anyway, I saw there's was this man standing by the door of the not-so-nice shop, he was around 50 and he was staring at me with his mouth open. First I thought I had food on my face or that my mascara had smudged so that I looked like a panda, and I was starting to hope that I had looked in the mirror before leaving the flat, when he suddenly called after me. Apparently he was convinced that I used to work at the VMA (Military Medical Academy) and wouldn't believe me when I told him that I'm not the one he thinks I am, but he just kept repeating "my God, it must be you!". I was afraid that he'd kneel in front of me or do something else as stupid but he just grabbed my hand and introduced himself, and seemed to believe me when I finally told him my name. It was so weird. It made me think if I really look that old.. People usually mistake me for someone younger rather than older, which is nice whenever I'm not trying to get into a club or buy something from Alko. Or when people think Marina's the older sister.

I hate my hormones btw. My period was one week early again, and it was so.. so horrible. Like an emotional rollercoaster. I went from thinking that being a catlady who lives in her apartment with 10 cats isn't that bad to missing J (yeah, I KNOW! Serious hormonal rollercoaster..) and from there to just feeling very very crappy.

My ears have been hurting for the past couple of days and I don't know if it might be the start of a new ear infection, probably not. Maybe it's the weather, who knows. I just can't help being afraid of otosclerosis, because I've noticed that the ear that works a little less.. efficiently than the other one, it's been like.. like, my balance isn't the same anymore. When I close my eyes it feels like I'd be leaning to my other side, or when I lie down, it feels like I'd be tilting my head when I'm perfectly still. It's weird but I don't know, maybe I'm just paranoid. I probably am!

Last night I dreamed that I had a car and that I had to change the tyre and it cost 500 euros, and it stressed me a lot. I've been a bit worried about money lately so I guess that's the reason I dreamed about this.. I have enough money at the moment, but who knows about next autumn? I really should try to shop less but it's so.. difficult. And I saw this amazing Valentino bag that costs "only" around 90 euros. Like someone once said, it's worth investing money on a good bag because that's what people will see, unlike your wallet. Your wallet can be cheap but handbag can't. But I dunno, 90 euros.. It's still kinda pricey. Even if it's beautiful. Maybe I'll buy it when I get the remaining 300 euros from my brother (the annoying brother, I paid his plane ticket to Finland), which whill hopefully be this spring. I take it as an investment, as long as my money's with someone else, I can't spend it. So I guess the longer it takes him to return them, the better. I guess.