I feel like crap. I'm listening to Modest Mouse again and it makes me feel even more crap. I talked with a "friend" from Finland during the dendrology lecture thingy via MSN and then with Marina later in the evening and it made me kinda homesick and unsure of this.. this mess I'm in right now. The Annoying Brother is driving me crazy, dad isn't helping either and.. and.. argh! I mean, I want to be alone at least one day. One day without anyone. Can't write about it now, brother needs to sleep and he'll get mad at me soon for typing too loudly. Will probably continue tomorrow or whenever I'm ALLOWED. For god's sake.