Long time no see, eh? I dunno what I've been doing lately, not much at all actually. I havent been to uni at all in June, at least not since my sisters came here on the 3rd. Hmm.. I don't feel overly bad about it. I'm leaving in less than two weeks anyway so who cares? Okay, dad might, but I don't. And I don't care if my dad cares because I've been the hated daughter for some time now. The way he looks at me.. I thought it couldn't get worse but luckily I'm immune to it now. I fainted in church on last Sunday, it was so hot and it was so full that there wasn't even room for everyone. Since it was pentecost we had to kneel down three times to pray (I don't know about others but at least I was too busy to talk to God, praying that the torture would end and that we could all just go home. The third and last time we had to stand up I felt really sick and I couldn't feel my legs, and the last thing I remember is that I told Marina that I'm about to faint. Dad was a bit angry with me even because of all this, apparently he thought that I was possessed by the devil and that my bad attitude towards the church made me faint. If it really is so, then why did Tinkku faint the other week in church? She's the ideal daughter (well almost, you can't really be completely ideal with me and Marina around) but still she fainted as well, so is she possessed by the devil too? Give me a reasonable answer and I'll shut up. Until then...

Okay, so.. My sisters arrived 3.6. and in the beginning we just hanged out and spent my money on cafes and stuff like Marina's bday present, a pair of open-toed satin high heels (decorated with black diamonds) from Zara - they were a bit on the expensive side so I payed half of them. Then dad sorta made Marina take this drawing course since it's going to help her a lot if she still wants to try to enroll uni here (interior decorating), and since Marina's knowledge of serbian is like.. zero, I said I could go with her to be her interpreter and companion. Four days a week, from Monday to Thursday, from 10 am to 2 pm, and my god I swear it's going to kill me soon. Or actually it would if we had to go there after next week, which we LUCKILY don't have to do. We're probably one of the worst there, everybody else draws and paints like they were the damn Raphael himself and everytime I look at my cartoony (I just can't make them look realistic) portraits I cringe. Sometimes it's ok, like when we get useful tips from the professor, but when I'm drop dead tired and wishing I was still in bed and not in some horrible paint-splatched old apartment in Belgrade's downtown with 20 other kids that all draw better than me even blindfolded and their hands tied with the piece of carbon stuck between their toes and them gracefully drawing amazing artworks with their god damn feet.... geez, that's when I think I'm too nice and promise stuff too easily. But it only lasts a moment. I'd do anything for Marina. And I like listening to all the gossip about her bf during the breaks. Yeah, I'm a nolifer. At least I admit it. But if I can do anything about, it's so going to change when I get back to Finland. On my first night out I'm going to get drunk as hell but not too drunk to do anything stupid like believe some guy when he tells me that we'll just go get his car from his apartment. No way. No thanks. Ever again. Unless he's young and hot... okay, just joking. A girl mustn't be too easy.

I'm going to buy that "Valentino" bag I saw last winter at Jasmin. It costs 90e but I got 30e from mum and my dear dear sisters are probably (they better) giving me 20e, so I'd pay only 40e for it. It looks pretty cool, it's black with some gold, perfect for going out. It's a bit bling but not too much, it still looks pretty classy and suits my style. Besides, all my bags are Xl bags and I'm sick and tired of having to empty the whole damn bag if I only want to find my wallet or a lighter. It just gets on my nerves when I'm in a hurry, and I pray that I had the brains to buy a bag that is NOT ten times the size of me. My wallet reminds me, I bought a new one from Accessorize last week. It looks like a steely bronze coloured clamshell, real pretty and simple and not too expensive either, only 20e. I gave the old fake Vuitton wallet to Marina. The new Vuitton pattern with the chains sorta bores me already... and it's a bit.. well, it's just not me. Despite what you might think of me, I still like simple stuff. Simple yet classy, that's what I'm aiming for.

Summer '08 Soundtrack:
Zion ft. Akon - The way she moves
Ying Yang Twins - Drop
Snoop Dogg - Sensual seduction
Pitbull ft. Lil Jon - The Anthem
Pitbull ft. Trina - Go girl
Usher - Love in this club
50 Cent ft. Young Buck - Party aint over yet
Janet Jackson - Feedback
Ludacris - Move bitch
Ludacris - The Potion
P. Diddy ft. Usher & Loon - I need a girl (part 1)
Daddy Yankee ft. Tito el Bambino - Mia
Notorious B.I.G. ft. P. Diddy & Nelly - Nasty girl
Bow Wow ft. Omarion - Girlfriend
Styles P - I get high
The Dream ft. Young Jeezy - I luv your girl rmx
Lorna - Papi chulo
Warren G ft. Nate Dogg - Regulate
Don Omar ft. Pitbull - Fuego
The Dream ft. Fabolous - Shawty is a ten
Nelly - Country grammar
M Pokora ft. Timbaland & Sebastian - Dangerous
Sean Paul ft. Rihanna - Break it off
T.I. - Bring em out