How I wish I still was that 14-year-old girl who started the infamous "hippie7" diary here. I've become a horrible horrible person and I can't say that I wouldn't deserve it. Last night the Kosovo guy called me just when I was going for a coffee with Marina and he asked me where I am, and I said that I'm in Helsinki going for a coffee with my sister, and he asked me where in Helsinki. So, I said that I'm home, since we had only reached our parking lot. For some reason he totally flipped out when he heard this and started accusing me that I'm a liar and then he hung up. I tried calling back, God knows why (temporary insanity? maybe all this is just because of temporary insanity), but he didn't pick up. Then he called me like 5 times in a row, but I didn't answer. When I finally answered, he started shouting at me that I'm a stupid, childish lying bitch and that he won't tolerate this kind of behaviour from any girl. Then he told me that he never wants to speak to me again and I accidentally hung up on him. Which was good. Then when me and Marina were about to leave and were just going across the street to the bus, we heard this car honking and somebody whistling to us, but we didn't pay any attention because usually it's just some creeps trying to get our attention. So, today I logged on Facebook and unfortunately there he was, even more angry, because apparently the guy in the car last night had been him, and he called me all kinds of names (backstabbing whore being one of them) and I couldn't understand why. He also threatened to tell "everything" (what everything?) to V, and I'm afraid that he might lie to him about everything and I don't know who V will believe. Marina was watching the convo and at one point she told me to move over and she started calling him names, telling him how pathetic he is and basically playing the same game as he did. For some reason he calmed down when he was the one being at the receiving end. And then he had the nerve to ask me to come over "to give him a bj", and he asked this three times. At this point I told Marina to move over, and told the guy what I really think. "Don't hold your breath while you wait. No wait, actually PLEASE do it, because I'M NOT COMING." And then I logged off and deleted him from Facebook and MSN. After that he's been calling me non-stop, before work, during work, after work, and I haven't picked up. I have nothing to say to an asshole like him, except if he calls me one more time, I'll tell him to keep the fuck away from me and never to call me again or I'll report him to the police, and then I'll hung up. I don't have take this kind of harassment from anyone and I really don't want to hear what the bastard has to say to me. His words are poison and that kind of people need to be eliminated from my life. I want ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with a scumbag like him. He just ruined my day at work because I was edgy and nervous all day because I was afraid that he'd come to the supermarket and make a scene, start calling me names in front of all the customers... He's a big enough drama queen to actually be able to do that kind of stuff. It's such a shame he's from Kosovo - but not because I can't date him because of his nationality... Hahah, oh no no no - it's just that because he's from that particular country, I can't ask my brothers to beat him up. And that's a shame.

Though one thing, if he goes to V and tells him his lies and V believes him, I know that I deserve it. This is what you get for playing with fire.