My period started today, unexpectedly on the right day. They're NEVER on time - they're always a week early or a week late, so I'm sorta left here guessing when should I stop wearing minis or my new light blue super skinnies because what would be more embarrassing than getting off the bus and noticing that something on your ass might be attracting the attention of all those people staring at you. And on the plus side, somebody's used up all my sanitary pads and the only thing I could find in this freaking house was a Libresse Night Super Ultra Plus or some other "wear this and get the feeling of going 22 years back in time, when you were still wearing diapers". Ughh. And my stomach is hurting so much and I'm feeling blue, so I don't feel like going to the supermarket to buy the normal kind of Libresse stuff. And going there without make-up is not an option - I might bump into someone that I know.

Another reason for me not wanting to leave the house without my face on is that I'm still afraid that R (the freaky guy from Kosovo who started bashing me) might be following me around. I was at my local Teboil (it's like 1km from our place) with Marina and Mea the other night and just when we sat down, my phone started ringing. It was R's mousy geek friend who, surprise surprise!, got my number from R without my permission. I thought it might be R, using his friend's number so that he'd lure me into picking up. But I didn't. I haven't talked with him since last Saturday and I blocked him on Facebook, so if he now tries to search for my profile, he won't be able to find it or send messages to me or see me in any of our mutual friends' profiles. I know he know's Marina's boyfriend N but I didn't know N has R on his MSN. Marina wanted to tell N about this thing with R before R could tell him first his own version, because R (the bastard) had been bashing also Marina to me, even if he knew that she's N's girlfriend. What a loser. Anyway, before N heard about this thing that happened with R, R had come up to him on MSN and tried to start a convo. N knows though that he's the kind of guy to come talk to him only when he needs something, so he didn't answer. Phew!

I love this part of our convo on MSN. It's my absolute favourite but it's in Finnish, so if anyone from Finland still reads this, enjoy:

M: sulla ei oo näköjään parempaa tekemistä
M: ja opettele suomee runkku
M: huhhuh
R: jooo ei mun tarvii
M: no jos sä tääl asut nii ehk kannattais, ihan tämmönen pikku vinkki
R: ei mun tarvii
R: bich
M: joo ja opettele saman tien englantii
M: bitch